supermassive.

2010-02-01T13:39:00.001+08:00

funny how some people are.
yes, fighting over blogs is down right childish. but who's fighting?
you stated your own stand, so did i.
take that as a response. everyone's entitled to that, right? ke kau sorang yang bagos sgt? padehal tak lah.
just so you know, i posted in blogger, not in tumblr. lol betol eh.
please lah, jgn step fierce aje on the net. macam paham eh kau bebual.
and yes i do read your blog cos it amuses me how someone can be totally macam-paham just with the help of a lappy screen. :)

2010-01-16T20:53:00.000+08:00

now someone tell me how grateful i'm supposed to be for you getting the previous post toned down. HAHA, bodoh. you swear to god if you see me you're gonna shove my own middle finger up my ass? HAHAHAHA. sial ah. mau berani aje okay. sini try. bebual aje tak gune!

2010-01-15T20:23:00.000+08:00

truth is, you're just a narrow-minded skinny bitch who thinks too fucking much about yourself. stop to think you're not the best and though others are wrong, you have no right whatsoever to put yourself in a presumably higher position and mock them down. i think you're just an immature person who don't have enough courage to forgive and forget. stop trying to comfort yourself by making others feel small. obviously by saying all that you think you're much more superior to me, when in total fact, you're not. so stop trying to immerse yourself in that superior position for too long. if really you hate me that much, why you even bother to think about me again? stupid.
fuck yourselves.

2010-01-13T21:55:00.002+08:00

i take it back! :)

xoxoxo.

2009-12-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

honestly, i'm never here anymore.
using tumblr but my updates are still quite uncertain.
contemplating if i should leave my tumblr link here, but for those who alrdy know then feel free to read up!

xoxoxo

shit talk.

2009-11-13T17:27:00.003+08:00

perangai macam ape?

trust me, i've lost all form of respect for you. i thought you were capable of so much more than that.

but obviously, i was wrong.

almost dead.

2009-11-04T11:59:00.000+08:00

picture from clarke quay! haha.
the only possible reason why i'm here is because i am bored. really, no other reason than that.
woke up freakin early today at watched movies at hbo sampai nak mampos.
its shining hot outside but drizzling at the same time. lol.
my fave boy's stilllll asleep so i'll wait.
wanna go back to sleep but cannot, cb btol.
okay sudah. bye.

2009-10-14T18:21:00.001+08:00

hello kawankawankawans.
this space has been pretty dead, but i'm not sorry. haha!
tooooo many things to write if i were to tell you about everything thats been on.
o's are in 13days time and i'm hyperventilating.
and i've graduated, so thats pretty much it. pictures on fb.

so this year, i guess everyone's ~~growing up~~ and changing.
even me, i wont deny.
the 3 people i used to be close with are now long gone.
i can't bother to even try to save the friendship anymore, it's not worth my time.
spammers pon da mampos agaknye, bagus. lol.
and honestly, i think i'm reaally good at putting up a front, listening to things i really don't want to.
i just don't get it.
some people are proud of themselves for all the wrong reasons.
i'm not any saint but atleast i know how to cover up my tracks, or aatleast i don't publicise them.
it can never be good to wash your dirty linen in public, you see.
so anywho and anywhat, here's to another long disappereance.
i'm well taken of so everything's cool(:
for the record, study smart and will seeyuh when i'm back.
if i ever do.
xoxo.

2009-09-13T13:56:00.000+08:00

its sunday afternoon, momma'smaking kuih& dad's fixing the curtains. and the radio is blasting lagu raye.
everyone's excited but im not. takde mood lehhh. excited to wear my kasut raye only. banyakbanyak cantik! dont ask me whats wrong with my taggy, aku pon tak tau! hahahaha. stupid people -.- buang mase aje.
yesterday was supergeyek i swear. i wanna go out like there's no o's laaaaaa. hahaha.
and don't bother, i wont be updating this site much ah.
byebye. :D

currently,

2009-09-08T20:25:00.001+08:00

i really don't get what the people on my taggy are talking about. honestly, i dont even know who's referring to who and talking about what anymore. so i dont care la, macam best pulak tgk my taggy become someone else's means of communication. very ironic but nvm.
because im mad over mike(:

2009-09-06T10:30:00.001+08:00

to both inhibitors on my tagboard, say whatever you want.
what do you expect me to do? get angry and fight back with two cowards who don't even remember their names?
im sorry, but im not on the same level as you guys.
for the record, stop contradicting yourselves can? it's my blog i'll say whatever i want.
honestly if you don't like what im writing then don't even bother reading.
ue your brains please, nobody's forcing you to read all these.
who are you even to say i don't deserve a heart?
kau fikir kau siape?
even if you guys want all my attention, leave your name lah.
then i'll know who you are.
stand up for what you wanna say,
state your stand and leave a name dumbdumbs.

2009-09-05T11:25:00.000+08:00

guest.
first of all, this apology wasn't going out to you in the first place.
so why do you wanna bother about not accepting it? i dont really care if you think its useless and im ignorant because you are nobody to me. are you sure i don't have the courage to say sorry face-to-face? well maybe. but obviously, you don't know what really took place so honestly just keep quiet cos you are in absolutely no position to comment on whether im brave enough or not. if you're saying im making a useless effort, atleast i take the time to even put in effort in making things better unlike the other parties.
and don't be stupid. since you dont play virtual apologies, why you still doing it to me? your sarcasm wont work on me cos honestly i dont care.
though, if really you are one of the people whom this apology is supposed to go out to, please have the basic respect to leave your name. if you have something to say, say it upright. whats the use of leaving your name as guest? now let's talk about courage alright.

like a rocket in my mind.

2009-09-01T15:23:00.001+08:00

i think the world is really ironic. in many ways.
i mean, something that makes someone very happy can make another someone really miserable.
and how just one moment can lead to so many other occurances that lead to so many different reactions of different people.
as days go by, my relationship with many people get continually strained.
also i've been thinking hard about what i should do to improve these relationships. not only at sch, but also at home.
but each time i try to make things better, mixed messages get sent and wrong intentions get put across, leading to a whole other mess.
just recently i think someone gave me enough reassurance to go ahead with what i've always wanted to do.
so i did, and im waiting to see what happens next.
if i could turn back time, i wouldn't change what happened. instead, probably, just when things happened and how i reacted to it.
because from that moment, i've come to learn many new things, and i don't regret doing so.
it takes two hands to clap so how am i to make up when you guys are not interested?
maybe im worng, and im sorry if im wrong.
but prove it to me if you say im wrong.
people say you can't have your cake and eat it too.
but if thats the case, what's the use of getting your cake if you can't eat it?
excuse me if im foolish, im still learning.

sweet like sugaaa.

2009-08-26T20:13:00.001+08:00

kawans watch this!

now how sweet is that?!

happy 6 days puase semue(:

2009-08-24T20:47:00.003+08:00

shukor said my msn ade virus.
and i cant download the newer version of messenger i dont know why.
so if you receive anything irritating then sorry hor.

hari ni, boleh mati eh.
bio susahhh.
but still, today was...exhilirating!
wont be coming to school tmr, so have fun checking papers(:

2009-08-22T21:59:00.001+08:00

im grateful to those who texted me this morn.

i know this is really untimely&unappropriate, but i've just got to say this.

i dont know if the people concerned are even gonna read this here, now or even any time soon, but i guess it's alright.

the msgs i received have really got me thinking.

i owe a lot of people an apology, and frm the bottom of my heart, i really wanna give them all that they deserve.

but truth is, im just scared.

sure im happy with things i have by me now, but friendships&relationships in the past can never be forgotten.

in my own ways, ive been very selfish and unfair, its just my ego. maybe i'll just end it off, for now.

happy puase everybody <3

like insects or fish when they're scared.

2009-08-20T18:35:00.006+08:00

some people say that life is short,
and we never know when we might get hit by the bus.
so we got to live every day to the fullest.
but then, thats bullshit.
life is indeed long.
truth is we're probably never gonna get hit by a bus at all.
and the choices we make are gonna stick with us for the next 50years to come.

now watch this, its reaally adorable(:

2009-08-18T22:34:00.001+08:00

been spending the night with montag&millie and al my other friends from F451.
still am.

nak join? -.-

2009-08-17T11:26:00.002+08:00

mati ah gini, asek takde duit aje. -.-
boring aje eh. pfft.

the day school turned into an club for the underaged.

2009-08-16T21:19:00.000+08:00

so this was ndp celebrations in school, kinda terlambat i know.
but the dancing was epic eh. serious. hahaha.

and you guys have got to check out izzie's face down there!

hahahaha, sorry eh(:

2009-08-16T13:34:00.000+08:00

im a strong girl,
i can delete pictures even when i get tickled.
see, this shows that nak seribu daya, taknak seribu dalih.
i've got a new study plan now, so we'll see how it goes.
for now im enjoying life. haha!

poppa don't preach.

2009-08-13T21:44:00.000+08:00

its really ironic how its so much easier to advise people, rather than to use that advise for your own situation.
dont even start to say that im being utterly heartless with the way i act.
well respect is reciprocal and i think none of them has done anythin to such an extent that i should bow down to them.
i think i've gotten myself in enough conflicts and entanglements, i really wish to drop all this and its up to you guys nak cakap ape. sick of it, sick enough.

2009-08-12T20:53:00.002+08:00

i think my background is kinda cute,

but also kinda overrated.

gagagaga.

i can't seem to find pretty blogskins ah.
the second passage in malay paper sucked today!
who the hell understands about tamadun&adat resmi&masyarakat primitif/tradisional/moden?
kalau aku paham pon aku tak kuase!
):
the pens i bought bailed out on me today, macam cb eh.
tapi getting jacket tomorrow so im teenyweeny bit happy!

2009-08-11T20:36:00.006+08:00

booyah!

so today was prettysweeet.

malay paper 1 was fairly okay though i think i screwed my letter up.

ive got picutres from the shoot the other day! wooo.

but its gonna take forever to upload it to blogger so i think i'll post it up on my facebook, soon.

sape yg nak tenot, go fb okkk! those yg tkde fb tu korg punye pasal. hahaha.

in the mean time, get a load of these!

and check out raffles city&my buncit! hahahahah(:

2009-08-09T22:53:00.004+08:00

my posts are getting shorter everyday kan?
i know. hahahahaha.
past few days, have been overdosed.
but i like it that way. (:
and ive got kilang work to do tomorrow damn it.
malasssss sangat.
and these few days i think ive been following my heart more than my head.
i think karma will come all the way arnd and bite my ass soon, but i think i live by for today and i don't really wanna think of the after effects.
and i think i just sounded very foolish but somehow i think its okay.
and actually ive been thinking alot lately.
but maybe i should stop thinking of trying to please everyone else when everyone else thinks im letting them down.

and i think im very meddled up and even i dont understand my thoughts at times. hahahaha.

2009-08-09T00:39:00.006+08:00

you're a mystery,

you're from outer space.

you're every minute of my everyday!

2009-08-08T13:27:00.000+08:00

hellohello(:
believe it or not, national day celebrations at sch was prettymuch the best i've had in 4 years. the cheering comp was stupid though and utterly redundant. but we danced, a whole lot. i think the principal's crazy. haha. and sorry if im one of the crowd who had to stand up eh. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2009-08-06T22:12:00.002+08:00

AND BARRRRRRRIUM!

2009-08-04T21:42:00.003+08:00

i really cant deny the credibility of this thing right here,

tapi macam sikit punye demoralising eh!

2009-08-03T18:48:00.001+08:00

senang kate, FUCKKKK monday.
for the most part of it, atleast.

leaps. pegi mampos ah.

2009-08-02T17:19:00.004+08:00

okay im kinda devastated, maybe. but i think that's a too strong word to use.
anyway i think i deserve it. bodoh ahhhh.

i think i need
sponsor boleh? GAGAGA.

anyway, lagu macam kenal eh. haha!

2009-08-02T14:21:00.018+08:00

the sweetest taste of sin,

the more i get the more i want!

woooo hopefully i'll get my jacket by the end of next week!
and izzie if you're reading this, its totally redundant but i miss youuuu even though i see you every weekday from 7-2. hahahahah i miss sitting beside you bolehh?

and read this, i found it somewhere on someone's blog.

2009-08-01T13:50:00.005+08:00

eh boyyyyy.
lagu hatin' on the club, you take.
lagu ni pon you also wanna take ah?
weak ah lu!

2009-07-30T18:42:00.001+08:00

today today
i had a peribahasa test which i studied for in the train,
and i think i could get them all right! hahahaha.
and then i had bread in class during recess and took pictures with EVERYONE'S phone,
so now everyone has a sweet angel they can look at in their cell. AHAHAHAHAHAHA NOT EH.
other than that, i visited anna&tommy at NUS!

woo and now im beat.
till later.

2009-07-29T20:59:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO i found a jacket goin for 30bucks online.
its the last piece left and i really hope i can get it. really!
hahahaha, okay kisses!

2009-07-29T16:51:00.008+08:00

the public transport S T I N K E D today, i swear.
i bought food home and ate my lunch and had my shower so here i am now.
sch was exhausting but i didnt sleep through any lesson. hahahaha, cool kan.
i havent been sleeping and thats a prettygood thing.
on the other hand, worksheets were EVERYWHERE today and i ended up getting fed up with myself.
plus maths was being a huge bitch by letting me make careless mistakes. hah!
prelims are in 2 weeks 2 weeks 2 weeks, pray for me. please.

to my dearest cupcake,

DO GET BETTTER SOOOON,
so then we can fly to the moon!
xoxoxo.

2009-07-27T18:06:00.002+08:00

DANGGGGGGGGG BLOGGER'S FINALLY WORKING!
hahahahaha, thank god. after the half-shitty monday i had.
last night i had a dream about chocolates that were called NIPS. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
no, im not sick. please don't say i am.
it was really weird though. HAHA.
i had monday blues&reds today. hahahahaha, k i just made that up.

and im heartbroken today! hahah macam p eh.

it's denial that hurts.

2009-07-26T20:18:00.004+08:00

so i went onto youtube and this guygirl was one of the featured videos. and so i decided to take a look. and see what i found. i dont know bout you guys but i think its really kinda true. and yea, so just something i wanted to share. and am i gonna strike up a controversy in here cos of posting a video of a guy who dresses up as a girl? i mean because i really dont think its a big deal.

♥

on a lighter note.

2009-07-26T00:31:00.003+08:00

on the bright side, happy 16th to ROXAS EDMUND XAVIER! (i promised you this!)
i hope i get your name right&is this picture flattering enough? hahahahahahahhahaha.
in any case, stop eating boiled eggs in class alrightyyyyyy.

mountains out of molehills.

2009-07-26T00:06:00.003+08:00

yes i came back late. but still i don't think i deserve that from you at all. you've been in this position before, i thought you'd know better. so maybe i really am taking advantage of these few days that they're away. why do you have to make a huge deal out of that? like i said, you've been in this situation before. above anyone else, i thought that you were the one who wld atleast understand and give me some space. as if screaming at me over the phone isnt enough. you have to treat me this way at home? i dont think i owe you a living just because you let me out. if he can go out, why can't i? we're in the same position aren't we? you're at work the whole day and you expect me to just stay home. don't even talk about the cash cos i didnt even ask any from you. why do you&everyone else have to come down so hard on me all the time? i respect you as an adult and i think even i deserve some respect, even just a lil' bit.
times like this i just want everyone to shut up. these days even bestfriends may not exactly seem like bestfriends anymore. if anyone thinks im tryna blame everyone else but me, please shut the fuck up. because no one knows what's goin on inside of me.

2009-07-25T15:07:00.005+08:00

what happens when my parents are overseas and kakak's got to work full shift?
FADDIE&FARHAN kamsani have cheeeesedogs and prata for breakfast!
hahahahah(:
i cant really do a proper update still, is it my internet or is it just the website? whatever it is, its really irritating i swear.
im goin out later, prolly arnd 6. but i think i should start thinking of what to wear now. ;D

2009-07-25T00:08:00.003+08:00

hellohello kawans.
i still cant upload videossss and it sucks balls.
HAHAHAH. but dont worry bout me,
ive been VERYVERY happy(:

when i get bored,
i look at their blogs&laugh at how silly people can be.
unfortunately though, i was in that position for 6mths.

BUT NOT ANYMORE:D

i watch the sky turn to papar mache.

2009-07-23T13:14:00.005+08:00

i think im being such a pig.
i need to get out of the house, honest!
not only for the sake of going out, but atleast going out will get me off my ass.
i had hotcakes for breakfast and now im sleepy.

okay, im such a pig.
i miss supersomeone.
and im such a pig.

the way that i feel, the way that i'll remember this

2009-07-20T20:41:00.003+08:00

okay, long story short.
yesterday was a blast though i melted along with all my makeup in my baju kurung for the whole day. TONS of pictures, my face was EVERYWHERE! hahahahaha, soon enough i hope. no pictures with me, if not dah upload. and today i studied in the library aft sch bfore goin offfff to jurong. terserempak shukor again in the bus. (:
someone told me today not to wear supershort skirts, if not i'll look like a hippo. HAHA.
and im done for today.
da tak biase la blogggggg.
pictures soon okay, i'll make it up!

2009-07-18T23:15:00.002+08:00

hahaha see this boy here, anak kamsani the second! i watched him perform at taka today for tapestry 09. it was good. my face sucks la i know. and my shirt looks disgusting in that pic kan, macam distorted. its stripes actually la please. haha.
went over to taka with dad&mom since initial plan tak jadi. and dad bought me perfume(: hahahaha. sedap oi. i'll spray it on then korg can hug me soon okok. :D
reached home, teros crashed on the couch and slept like oinkoink. woke up and dad&mom were alrdy out again so i spent my night chatting with shukor. besssst make my time fly. hahaha.

hahaha boring post kan. (:

2009-07-18T10:20:00.007+08:00

for the sake of everyone who's been desperately asking me for pictos andfor anyone who wants to see a tall girl (shirah) in heels (a taller shirah).

xoxoxo.

2009-07-17T08:56:00.006+08:00

as a matter of fact,

i am not fucking describing your picture.

ya dig?

do me&everyone else, except for them boys you hookup with, a favour and stop being such a bitch, it ain't gettin you nowhere.

2009-07-07T17:51:00.002+08:00

you've got magic inside your fingertips.
it's leaking out all over my skin.
everytime that i get close to you,
you're makin me weak with the way you look through those eyes.

(: oh hello there everyone.
here i am again, merempat-ing at my gran's place.
finishing up this english project&squeezing in abit for this dead blog.
thats abt it though, so kisses!

2009-07-03T16:03:00.002+08:00

sch's back and its been a week.
prelim's in abt a mth and o's? 12 MORE WEEKS.
not talking to half the girls and someone please tell me how to study chemistry.
okay i can die.
TOO MUCH has happened.
to whoever ive hurt, ive apologised so im washing my hands off this.
i dnt have much to talk abt.
so thats all i have for now.
xoxo.

2009-06-30T14:16:00.002+08:00

hellohello(:
im in the sch libr, waiting fr timed prac to start.
sch ends at 1.30 but i have to wait all the way till 3. shit kaaan, im supposed to visit the libr with mr tickles today! pffft.
i havent met mr tickles in 5days? BOO la ): R-I-N-D-U, thats the word. HAHAHAH k.
some stuff has been on my mind, alot.
not talking to some people and stuff and, idk how to explain this stupid thing on my head.
urgh.
and tangan gatal, i read something wic didnt exactly help in making my day the least better.
i might just go&cry in the toilet aft this.
HAHAHAHA, okay bye.

internet's gonna be up soon probably, so just wait up okay.
if anyone is still reading this. (:

2009-06-25T16:20:00.004+08:00

hellohello kawans! internet at home is still down ): BOO.
so here i am at mira's place downloading some sch stuff&all.
it wld really be crazy for me to tell y'all bout EVERYTHING thats taken place, cos its gonna be friggin loooong.
but anyways, ive been having TONS of fun. that you peeepos dont have to worry! hahahahahah.
and that pic was last saturday when i headed down to town at 6 in the evening to meet izzie, aft she forced me to! hahahahahahahah. GOSH I MISS HER.
and, alaaa alot of things happened la basically. as in ALOT.
i know how to do straw hearts now! and i did 12 of them for my superduper mr tickles. (:
so mr tickles have been the BEST, better than that boy has ever been.
i wish i cld tell you all bout him but i cant! so im really sorry, sape tau tu tau la! HEEEE.
sch's swinging back in few days and i'll be hell busy.
so i'll see you when i see you okay?

ohoh, and this was Gentarasa 2009, i saw abg am there! hahahaha. it was GREAT!

so kisses!

2009-06-19T22:03:00.003+08:00

here im blogging, again.
hahah kental ah.
currently chatting with mr tickle, shaakir & izzie on ebuddy, since msn keeps shutting down.
irritating sey!
ignore the previous post, boleh?
(: i wont be bothered too much.
BOO, two someones have the head band already! ): sedih per.
and i miss mr tickle, even though the last time was only 2 days back.
ya, go 'head and make guesses!
HAHAHA BOO.
fathers day is falling on sunday and honestly kan, i dont care. ;D

kisses babies!

2009-06-19T16:26:00.001+08:00

i just made myself look awesomely stupid, pathetic and foolish.
shit.
alaaaa i need izzie!
or anyone! call bolehhhhh, and hear me spit my nonsense.

2009-06-18T19:34:00.003+08:00

hellohello.
sry for the loooong hiatus.
my internet connection at home is down, so i cant update much.
and sorry if i havent been replying or msging anyone, my ppd's been down since last week.
i can receive incoming calls though.
anyway im over at nanny's hse now, for a few days aje so yah.
tons of things have happened and im doing finee, i think.
so do beep me up if there's anything alrighty!
(:

xoxoxo.

2009-06-07T12:33:00.013+08:00

HELLLOHELLOHELLOOOO(;
yesterday was the greatest reaaaally! makeup&all was fun, though abg am wasnt there. his friend took over. and we were rushing like crazzzzy towards the end cos we were supposed to leave sch by 4 but there wasnt enough time to make everyone as pretty as i was, cos i was the first to get ready! hahahahahaha. so i helped put in the sanggul&bunga on everyone else. and i hereby deeeeply apologise to everyone whom i have hurt. korgs please takmo cocok sanggul pat aku. hahahahah(: and pichas tell everything so yah!

check out the bfore makeup&hair faces!

and im the second one with hair&makeup!(:

girls formal 1. i wanted to stand so badly, i ended up being the shortest at the back. BOO!

helna allisa! this girl is scared of me! hahahahahhahhahahahah(:

shirah(:

with cikgu marlina

allisa&faz.

SABBEROK! both mate sepet.

mate da big!

allisa&amira.

seeee how big my pants are? hahahahahah.

whole costume without samping(:

and now we start stripping off!

look how i have to tiptoe! -.-

AHAHAHAH LOOOOOOOOOOOK at my buncit and look at sab's! ):

hahahah it was supposed to be a shot with sab. abe she walked away so i took this myself with self timer(:

hahahahaha allisa!

budak budak giler, aftermath of hairspray+sasak.

OOPS. hahahahahaha.

HAHAHAHHA SELENGE.

yay ini cantiiiiiiiiiiiiiik.

allisa&sab.

it was a shot of them both but i went in(:

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHHAHAHAHA nie burok maha punye!

yay i love these girls.

and saf looked prettay!

seeeee faddie never wash off makeup, so muke very putih! hahahahaha.

take 2.

shirah.

cropped picture. us and cikgu.

and thats prettymuch it. hahahahahaha, it was great really. shaakir couldnt make it, but it was okay. and as for today, i think imma go study! but not confirmed yet.

so go ahead and start grabbing them pictures babies!

2009-06-05T18:16:00.010+08:00

im sorry i brought my camera.

uhm, and what should i say?

CHEESE!

and the camera flash went off. HHAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH.

yes i had a tub of ice cream yesterday. &burnt caramel frm island creamery tastes heavenly, go try!
and im extra flabby today.
hahahhaahahha righttt.

dance was greaaaaat this afternoon! i have one successful jumpshot and another pretty picture, and videos! hahahahah stretching session. must watch, hot abessssss! HAHAHHAAHA

seee my taggy. so many people saw me. padehal 2 aje la but still. and sumpah i didnt see either one of them. hahahahahaha potek! mate da empat pon tak gune. hahaha BOO.

anyway, apart from that, i blushed&jeling&rolled my eyes quite alot ah yesterday at that person, so yah!
(:

and apart from that apart from that, im having dance performance at marine cove tmr, estimated time to perform will be 6? roughly, atleast. so catch me there! im dead beat already.

xoxoxo.

and!

aku geyyyyek punyaa olang!(:

2009-06-02T17:25:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH guess who i magically found online?

eh siol i should be studying laaa!

2009-06-01T20:44:00.007+08:00

hellohello kawans(:

today's last minute plan was to go studyin at woodlands with izziebby!

so i rushed&bathed at 2. abe siap and went off.

did my bio and looked arnd for books(: i found PANTS ON FIRE, another book written by maggie something. i forgot her name. but it was the same author who wrote mad about the boy.

da confident nak borrow abe i couldnt settle my fines. BOO AH. hahahahahahahahahahha kental ah faddie.

after that settled for ice cream! and off i went home(:

see my handphone haprak! hahahaha phne rosak ah. BOO.

kening aku tak draw/shave/cukor okaaaaay, sumpah!

and of course! gambar buduh must have!

i saw yazree in the train back. smiled and thats all. (:

and the paveway back from lakeside was not lighted at alllll so i walked in the dark.

seram siooool!

and we're having a showcase on the 6th, wic is this saturday at marine cove over at east cost. and we're having only one practise so i'll try to post up the ucc rehearsal video so that those who lupe step can watch&practise sendiri.

and i realised the last time i replied to tags was whenever. so sikit aje, but here you go:

nabil: ahahah thanks. kau punye? next time la okae? :D and grp name tidak
perlu laaa, kite ape, girlband? huahua. not.
mira: hahahahha thnks. no singing auditions. o's ah babe. hahahahah macam
p.(: okok thnks again.
ain: yeaaaaaa saw it already, tapi cannot copy&save! boo. haha(:

i blow kisses!

2009-05-30T19:59:00.004+08:00

YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY nak dengar faddie ngan izzie nyanyiiiiiiii?!

thats the aftermath of too much nutrition in humans.
yes im spreadinggggg tis video to the whole world.hahahaha.
and sorry we put in pictures instead of the real video, takde webcam laaa. boo(:

more videos soon? hahahaha, macam faham! heeee.

okae im dead hyper now. so do tag&tell me wht u think aite?

loveloveloveyouuuuu!

2009-05-29T10:06:00.011+08:00

hellohellohellohellohello(:

just one day and ive got tonssssssss of pictures for this blog.

we spent the 2nd half of yesterday in com lab also and got a few snaps with the webcam.

others are just gambar tertinggal from the past few days(:

and this one on top is my fave!(:

andandand, i cant really believe it but im out of np already.

its kinda ironic that i couldnt wait to pass out but now, i just wanna do it all again. guess i never really realised how much fun the girls can be. haha oh anyway, pictures from parade belambak. but im kinda lazy to post them all here. in the next post, maybe. for now you might be interested in these? (:

this was almost immediately aft the parade, girls squad.

and these are all pictures with all the staff sergeants/sergeants.

abe ini lance corp tertinggal:

hahahaha ye laaa boo kan, graduate as a lance corp aje. thats what you get for attending only 1 promotion test. yes, im regretting all that right now. but izzie convinced me im not much of loser yet because at least i still attended the last parade(:

sec 4 squad 2009!

thats my skinny ass literature teacher/teacher officer of sec4 2009 right there on the right. (: hahahahaha i told her to eat more -.-

and see this tall boy. hahahaha. my classmate in sec 1&2. his dimples KILL me, and he's too tall now and he's got broad shoulders and ya he looks goooood in np uniform(:

and that's aicaaaaaaaaaaaaa(:

banyak kankankan?

told you so(:

xoxo.

2009-05-27T13:18:00.003+08:00

i ain't gonna drown just cos youre not there.
im not shining now but imma make all you shut your trap soon.
slowly but surely, i'll make it big.
cos mark my word im gonna workworkwork.
ive had tons of people say tons of things to me over the years so dont
bother cos im not tripping by your actions.
save your words cos this girl wont mess up no more.

im not tryin to diss anyone or anything like that, im just saying.
and you wanna talk abt true friends now? dont get me started.
xoxo.

2009-05-27T11:40:00.010+08:00

hahahaa boo! im having chem lesson in the com lab now.
shit punye jakon when i walked in just now, because of the new mac pc's.
gerek siooool, see i even played with webcam. HAHAHAHA.

HAHA. see what i mean? but izzie dont wanna take video.
until i ~~asked~~ forced her to(:
BOO AH KAU, hahahahaha.

sch is finally repairing the aircons in class so we'll be having lessons in the com lab for today&tmr. imma have tonssssss of fun(: envy me now.
boysboys, we can live without you.

i think. hahaahaha.

oh ya, someone replied to my msg yesterday. haahhahaa.
boo am i making myself look pathetically stupid?
actually yes, i think i am.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHH.

i just returned "mad about the boy" so im gonna find myself another book to borrow
bye now.

2009-05-26T17:30:00.005+08:00

one after another eh?
fightfightfight for dont know how long, baikbaik for few hours abe fight balek.
best ke buat macam nie? tak ok, serious tak.
i was subconcious throughout sch today cos of last night.
k korgs imagine, i slept at 4.50am abe alarm went off at 5.10
but i snooze until 5.50, wake up mandi quicky and it was only 6. so i slept for 5mins more.
6.05 wakeup and get dressed.
sempat tido at the dining table skejap, and then it was 6.30 alrdy so off i go to sch.
hahahaahaha siol aje.
first period was totally wasted in the hall, panas like shit. but talked to izzie nabil hanafi all the way since izzie&i were the only 2 sitting together and the boys were beside us. abe kept myself awake by singing tons&tons&tons of lagu macam suare sikit punye sedap gitu with izzie dalam class. hahahah gerekkk!
abe 1045, recess time: TIDO! lagi best(:
and basically spent my day with izzie.
we're both gonna studystudystudy and prove some people wrong! hahahaha.
kk bye babies. nak tido.

2009-05-25T20:22:00.004+08:00

hellohellohello im backies lagi. haahhaaha.
bored la with nothing to do, so i'll just update here(:
so i was a t jrg east when i saw emsaiful, so i ended up talking to him in the train&taking the bus with him to sch.
english paper 1 was almost like crap, totally screwed up section B.
but paper 2 was okae. there was plentyyy of time aft my summary so wasted an hour doodling. and macam magic, i wrote my summary and cukop2 140 words. hahahaha power pe faddie. HAHAHA boo tak.
it was eff hot, i did my paper witout my shoes on. hahahaha. emsaiful kate he unbottoned three buttons, with a singlet inside la. abe he said he can smell my socks and nasib baik tak pengsan. nonsense. hahahahaha. boo.
mom fetched frm sch cos i brought home all my things and we stopped at mac to get mcspicy.
sch makes me happy. BOOO, SUMPAH BETOL TAK TIPU!(:
kisses.

2009-05-25T09:13:00.003+08:00

hello morning(: i just woke up today, and that means im not in sch with the girls to watch matin during his finals. im really sorry, was too tired and too much stuff were on my mind.
yesterday was awesome but i got realllly tired of running aft naufal in plaza sing wic was crowded like shit.
as usual reached home and my mind started thinking of all the shit and then i spent my night crying. bodoh kaaaan, but i texted nabil&talked to lala and then i was better.
everyone's so fcked la right? BOO AH BOO. sumpah.
and im off to sch later, maybe going earlier la.
so wish me luck, and
thanks alot to all the bitches who's just making my life miserable, fuck korg.

2009-05-24T13:08:00.007+08:00

yayayayay as i mentioned, yesterday was greaaaaaaaaaaaat! and these two boys were there, along with few other seniors. and i look stupid in this picture but nevermind.(:

and as usual naz was also there. first pictures i ever took with her! hahahaha. she's gerekkkkkkkk also. and then i was just running arnd wanting to take pictures with EVERYONE, cos everyone was prettaaaaaaaay.

so here's shirah,

and the usual! sab&izzie. sab looked exceptionally tall thnks to her heels, but to accomodate my funsize, she took them off. hahahah best.

and then there was this HOTBITCH!, yang ive not seen for agessssssss.

abe this is the famous pussyface(: first picture macam siol kaaaaaaaan, nizam thought the picture was taken already so he stopped doing the face and i look like a monkey. HAHA.

ABE NIRMNORMS GOT A PICTURE TOGETHERRRRR(: without su la that it. tu ahh, org suro kau ikot kau malas kaaaaan.

abe ini cikgu sazali. si kudut sekudut-kudutnye tu.

and then we found this picture on the wall.

and IZZIE was gorgeous as usual.

AND FAZ TOTALLY ROCKED THAT 100BUCK DRESS from topshop. hahahahahaha siol. (:

and saf was from flag day at town so she wore casual. and aft that we went off with nizam&iqbal to kedai kopi to hangout.

abe picture2 pat underpass.

and then we took the train back home at arnd 11.

&&its proven saf&nizam&iqbal tktau diam. see how hoping my face was in the first picture. hahahahaha, bodoh taktau sit still.

funshit. (: more pretty pictures on iqbal's camera, hoping to get them soon.
as for today, imma go shopping with dad&mom&kakak and NAUFAL(:
padehal besok english prelim paper. hahaha.
see you babies!

2009-05-23T23:40:00.002+08:00

TODAY'S GEREK WAS THE DROPDEAD HOTBOMB (ya, dropdead hotbomb. kalau korg think its nonsense tu korg punye pasal! ;D) eversince raffles place last monday.
everyone was gorgeoussssssss and imma save the pichas for tomorrow!
xoxo.

2009-05-22T17:24:00.002+08:00

faddie is a big boo.
im screwing up everything.
she's fed up with me, he's not happy with me.
andand i just went to this girl's blog and i read something which made my heart burst.
BOO AH BOO.
cibai ah, cibai sume org ah!

2009-05-21T21:15:00.003+08:00

its 9.15pm and my head's throbing.
got worse aft i woke up from sleep just now and i feel like puking.
i think ive just made myself look like the silly-est girl by sending whtever i typed to that person but i cant possibly turn back time and i dont care anymore. i really should stop.
shit just kill me, cos this headache's making me die.
xoxo.

2009-05-21T12:21:00.005+08:00

booo i want dibo the gift dragon. then i can wish for whateverrrrrr i want! kan baguuuus, so things wont turn out this way. boo ah boo.

havent been in much contact with special someone, and rindu seridu-rindunye. pfft. and he's turning 16 today. so happyhappy16th, hope you'll be having tons of fun, enjoy your day aite (:

im not in sch, even after doing up my karangan for cikgu teoh yesterday night. cannot tasyan with her nonstop nagging lagi. i think if i sumbat my pencilbox inside her mouth pon she wont stop nagging. haha.

bye laaaa no mood for updates.

&&someone told me "never fall for someone unless they are willing to catch you."

true enough. BOO.

2009-05-20T17:30:00.001+08:00

today sucked bull's balls. ya and this is my second attempt at self motivation, after whtever happened today. to all 3 of us. overgeneralising eh? sorry lor.

2009-05-19T22:27:00.002+08:00

izzie is the hottest&dopest&freshest rockstar,
and you know nobody's gonna love you like i do!
whtever it is, faddie tetap ade. so dont get too upset, nak cheong
maths kannn?!(:
&& i dont wanna see you with those bulging eyes tmr aite?
xoxoxo, iloveyou!
i swear i do, even though you didnt believe me when i told you there's a
faster version to "boom boom pow" haha!

2009-05-19T20:54:00.001+08:00

my first desperate&vain attempt at self-motivation.
works wonders? lets watch.

2009-05-19T17:21:00.016+08:00

wooo i love mr lee(: he came in class to talk to us today and gave everyone a fererro roche each, and BOO, tktau spell. sry. and another big BOO, the chocolates reminded me of some people.

&&we decided not to eat them first sebab nak amek gambar.
faddie says "kite model student, sebab tu dapat chocolate dari principle!" hahahahaha, MACAM P.

so aft looking fat/ugly/merepek in 7 pictos,

we settled on this one(:
aft that the camera batt went off and i decided imma start studying alrdy! *baguuuuus!*
cikgu teoh da start balik with her nonstop "fadhilah karangan awak mane?"
and faddie da start balek with her "ala cikgu saye tak bawak ah."
beh cikgu teoh will continue with her "awak nie selalu macam gini eh, asek bawak balek rumah aje lupe nak bawak balek" ,
abe saf tambah "rumah dier besar sgt ah cikgu, tkleh carik"
abe faddie jawab "bag saye ade lobang ah cikgu. asek keje cikgu aje mesti dier terkluar abe tertinggal kat rumah".
hahahaha serious korg should listen to her nagging, irritating maot peh. HAAHAHAHHA.
other than that, shaakir accompanied me through class because i was bored and he was the only one who i knew would reply(: and someone made me cry in class again.

and before i go,
"hidayat, please.
already we've had so many empty promises. and please dont say you're gonna break this one promise also. the last thing i need now is for you to leave&go away to london, not now not never, i swear."

and my dearest 3, im sorry if ever ive hurt your feelings, anyone of you. its getting kinda weird, that im not gonna deny. i know that to a certain extent, im to blame. i hate how things have to take place, but i just dont know how to make it right. miss you guys, btw.

cukop panjang?

2009-05-18T17:33:00.017+08:00

Original Video - More videos at TinyPic

just watch the starting la. hahaha. boooo macam shit kan prangai. gini macam sec4. hahahah(:but i dont mean it la, bio doesnt suck. it just sucked tht i got that marks for bio. BOO.

Original Video - More videos at TinyPic

"eh lucky the one we talk about the SA boys that one dont have ah.

ya, lets talk again. HAHAHAHAHAH."

this was bio extra lesson today(: hahahahahahah talking with sab&izzie.
other than that sch was prettymuch normal.
OH BUT KAN!

I PASSED MATHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS(:
ya omg kan?!

xoxo!

2009-05-17T13:25:00.017+08:00

hahaha. pekik aje. hah. dier dgn sape?
sorang. angkat plastic bag. mcm makcik2 siket. haha. HAHAHAHAHAHA. eh kau jgn ckp dier gitu. dier kan mane pny bigtime biatch. wah banyak takot lo.
haha. wa, nanti dia dtg firestart sama gua amacam. haha.
hahaha. lu jangan main2 hor sama itu
pompuan sundal. nanti dia bawak tron dia punya crazy biatches, manyak susa. lagi ah, dia nanti amek lu punya akif. lu mau kah?
wa, dia boleh kaciau gua. tapi gua punya akif tkmo kaciau. nanti itu saberok dtg baru dia tau hor. hahahaha.
hahaha. dia manyak bodoh punya org mah. itu otak ah, letak at backside one, tak pakai. hahahahahahhaha.

hahahahaha siol ah. convo with sab smlm(:

&&seeee these babiessssssssss.
first is nabil, who just turned a year old. his ears macam satellite! hahahahahha really. but he's so fair. boo dont like. and the second is only few days old and name dier nasrul. the one yg taktau diam right there is naufal. aft the flash went off aje he pekik then start jumping, that's why pictures with him turn out blur most of the time. and the last one is ain, dorgss punye kakak. lastly, yang lagi 3 tu tkyah cakap. OH YA, BOOOO KORG. skrg im the fairest!(:
and i dont really have much for now.
xoxo.

2009-05-15T21:32:00.017+08:00

hoi perempuan,
sorry ah kalau aku taknak jadi macam kau. hahahahaha. as you said, kau kan biatch. so aku nak jadi macam kau buatpe? please, use your common sense boleh. da ade brains tu, use&think la,dont put at buttocks. hahahaha!

okay, back to MY OWN GEREKMAOT life(:

okae, first picture muke shittt. second pic ; sab lagik rendah takde? hahahaha. sorry i hugged u and u just HAD to bend. loveyou!(:

now you tell me, how to skip tutoring programme when there's this clan? hahahaha. i wouldnt skip la, except for specialspecial cases like last friday! hahahah. i sat with sab izzie nabil hanafi and matin today and i spent the whole night laughing bout the stupid boys. sumpah, dorg bimbo nak mampos. boooooooo, hentak kepale dengan ruler panjang. hahaha, siol. bio was pretty okay today, but im sure im not gonna do as well as common test1. last minute i even forgot how to spell menstruation. i wrote things like mensuration&menstruration. hahaha BOO.

okae im shag. and im missing that supersomeone, the one i met early tis week. boo ah faddie.

kisses!

2009-05-15T16:59:00.003+08:00

hahahahhaa at su's place now! jakon, main dengan webcam(:

back to sch at 6 later. so byeeeee.

2009-05-14T19:01:00.007+08:00

so we basically spent our afternoon wit cikgu sazali today. from sch, went off to yew tee then to bukit timah and then to kallang abe to catholic jc, bukit timah lagik, izzie's place and finally im home! huahua. we kept dancing the right round step abe now cikgu sazali&hanisah pon da pandai! gagagaga da macam satu family siol in the car.

sch was pretty mundane. had 2 free periods&i didnt text in class! slept quietly macam oinkoink at my seat during recess, simple reason - malasss nak go down and eat. hah. no paper today, only bio tmr. and tht means common test2 will be over and done with and then there will be intensive study programme and prelims and nothing but studystudystudy sampai o's! booooo. got back 2 more papers today and that adds up to an A2 for combined humanities and B3 for malay.

and this was english lesson few days back(:

okeh, sudah. bye now.

eh kau, no need give excuses. macam gerek pe tgk kau reply ape? im your everyday topic kan? baguuuuus,
satu-kosong! aku da famous! (:

2009-05-13T13:17:00.009+08:00

boooooo today is not a good day. i merely passed english&i failed chemistry. probably failing emaths also. semue pon fail fail fail tkyah amek kan baguuuuuuuus. booo bodoh.
cant get over wht happened yesterday? maybe. one thing's for sure its been on my mind la but im not gonna get too bothered by it.

OH YES, did i tell? dance will be having a showcase for upcoming event this june. so training with abg am will be just like old times, starting tis fridaaaaaaaaay. WOOOOO baguuus. can kurus back! HAHAHAHAHHA siol.

boo bitch. big huge fake bitch. (:

see colour red lagik! (:

and look, i decided to change that thing up thr. no good.

hahahahahahah macam p!

2009-05-12T22:01:00.003+08:00

TO KORG TWO LOVEBIRDS,
THNKS SO MUCH for korg nye post. if korg nak tau, memang faddie cukop saket
hati. mmg ah, sorry if MY pichas hurt YOU. but i clearly wrote, aku tkde niat
pon nak hurt korg/sesiape. OH thinking abt me hurts&SUCKS eh? hahahahaha,
suke hati la. yes, im falling for him. salah isit? wasnt YOU the one who wanted
to breakup so much? its not my fault k. you are her matrep, and dgr2 she's ur
new bby per kan. hahahaha. anything la, aslkan korg happy cos i know i am happy
enough having hazly as my special friend. (:

2009-05-12T16:15:00.006+08:00

YES HELLO, yesterday was hell good! loving the new kawans and myspecialboy is the cutest!

BOOOOOO TAK SUKE, gamba korgs lawa!

BOOOOOO i look stupid, but senyum dier cute kaaaaaaaaaaaan!
AND BOOO, this specialboy is piercing his ears!

HAHAHAH not ready. JAY! if ever you're reading this, laugh at izzie's face some
more. your face lagi worse!(: HAHAHAHAHHA.

BOOOOOOOOO TAK PLAN NAK PAKAI GREY. gaaaaaaaaah.

so i really dont have much to say, 'cept for the picutres right there. to a certain someone, im sorry but im not tryin to make u jealous or whtever. chemistry paper to me was not that hard, but i dont know if i can pass or not la. i didnt study properly what do u expect. HAHA. and tmr's emaths! BANYAKBANYAK BOOOOOOOOOOO. nak study nak study sumpah sumpah!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo!

2009-05-11T09:03:00.003+08:00

im awake, im excited and i dont know what to ~~where~~ wear.
(it took me 2hrs to notice that mistake. HAHAHAH.)

please help.

do help, pleaaaaaaaaaaaaase!

2009-05-10T16:06:00.005+08:00

happy momma's day(:
sorry i didnt get you anything, i suck at all tis. hahaha.

so ive been bored stiff for the past weekend. been reading org lain's blog macam tkde keje, watching videos, tgk people's gamba-gamba and all those stuff. hahahahaha.

now im just boredboredboredbored.
post nie takde motive kan? tautkpe.
kisses!

is it you, is it you?
maybe you're the one i've been waiting for.
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH(:(:(:(:(:
he's just right!

2009-05-09T11:50:00.001+08:00

terokterok camne pon, ilovemyparents okae. sumpah.

2009-05-08T23:09:00.008+08:00

i probably screwed up my literature paper earlier on today, but i cant deny it;

today was still the ultimate shiznit.

need i say more?(:

2009-05-07T11:15:00.008+08:00

DINIY; (: pape if terserempak or wht, mesti tegur okok?:D and all the best fr midyears!
sashimi; hahahahahaahaha baik kan ? kite bleh jadi baru pny sensation!
haha. eh sala, GAGAGAGAGAAGAGAGA(: and spankyouuuuuuu! huahua.
atiqah; hahahaha, jgn jealous laa. (: kau pon can get mcm tu if you
try(:

free period lagik. hahahaha. tadi after recess helped ms aza with her stuff and now here i am in the libr alone. IZZIE! kau suroh aku tag blog kau, beh nak tag apeeeeeeeee. kau bukannye update. GAGAGA la kau(: hahahha. bosan la kan! my special friend! is having a paper now, i think. hahaha. shit im going crazy. BOOOOO. hahaha.

to ashar&sape2 lagi yang i dont reply your msgs; sorry laaa it just means i (really!) dont wanna talk to you cos most of the time, youre irritating my poops out of me. so if korg tersinggung, mintak maaf manyakmanyak! im still nice, sumpah.

and i wasted my 3hrs last night trying to do a simple thing, wic i failed. HAHAH, buduh.

okeh, budak2 history yang ade paper later on,

GOOD (GAGA!) LUCK, kirim salam peluk cium John F Kennedy! (:

2009-05-06T17:32:00.018+08:00

woooooo i got a 21 for social studies! go click on it to view the original size, besa punyeeee to make sure it really is my paper. then can check out my semut handwriting also! hahahahahha, now just have to worry abt literature. siol ahhhhh! haha.

hellohello.
i bumped into rudy at lakeside this morning. OMG he was a friend frm 2yrs ago laaa kan! zaman i still lepaklepak. hahahaha. he's gerek la kan, watch cite hantu pat rumah dier! huahua rinduuu!

izzie& i were shit hyper today, sumpah! HAHAHAH, i laughed my jiggly fats off till my eyes teared up. ahaha siol ah kau. GAGAGAAGAGA! okeh, nothing much. shit literature paper on friday, and i still havent memorised quotes! BOOOOOOOOO.

AND! i walked past si budak sec1 gedabak tu, and she was wearing eyeshadow la for goodness sake. MAMPOS KAN. kat sekolah pon nak pakai makeup. kalau pakai makeup jadi lawa tkpe jugak. HAHAHAHAH. LAGI BOOOOOOOO.

Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened

But I know it feels so damn good

as long as _______(!!!!) keeps msging me, i'll keep dying! ;D

2009-05-05T19:01:00.009+08:00

which is mine&which is izzie's? HAHAHAHAH, whtever it is, both legacy perempuan yang malassssss nak shave it off! hahahaha. (:

and okeh hello, tag rugby was the ultimate sex today! finally, aft 4 yrs? im playing rugby again. and i scored the first touchdown, and the 7th one for my team. woooo! and, i miss my rugby kawans frm last time. ): i read my book throughout chemistry today. hahahaha. the lesson was just all about copying notes la kan. and he got us late for recess. grrr.

abe english paper after sch was fairly okae. im starting to realise im sucha slowww writer. hahahaha. and aft tht went to eat with sabbb and off home. i was like a small kid smiling at my phne in the train today. ahahahaha, buat malu aje. and i then i received one msg and then i DIED, abe i tersandung at jurong east platform. HAHAHAHAHHA MALU LA ~~JACKO~~.
and i will study bio today, i will try la atleast(: and hidayat, demi cinta ok? u takecare.

hahaha rambot mcm shitttttttttt.

probably the two closests now<3

baik ehhh ive got a pretty eye, tu pasal the rest of my face not needed. hahah! -.-

i look stupid in alllllll pictures today! urgh. and izzie said i dont look human, macam doraemon pon ade. HAHAHAHAH KAU DIAM AH, jayzie foxx.(:

toodles!

OH YES IQBAL HOTBITCH IS 17 TODAYYYY!(:

happy birthday, kau tetap tyra bang you down yang teramat hot sangat sangat!
i msged u alrdy but just felt like posting something here. hahahaha. all the
best in whtever you do, will always miss timetime dulu k! eh, rhyming ah.
hahahaha, okeh bottomline; kau da tues! xoxo

2009-05-04T17:57:00.007+08:00

gmba tertinggal frm last week's freeeee period! IZZIE LOOK! i didnt put that _____ face tautau! (: gahahahahahahahaha. seeee those eyebags frm the tears.

...

sch was quick today! aft sch we had that science thing for one hr. and i fell asleep through half of it and i guessed the answer to the last qn. social studies paper was okay la, just that i totally screwed my compare&contrast. 7marks tauuuu! cheesecake betol. hahahaha.

aft sch, izzie got her cat collar and had fries+double choc frappe+vanilla cone+mcflurry mudpie at mac bfore zooooming off home! and here i am now, nothing much on my mind so i shall go. loveeeee!

im very sorry for that msg. but we both know, this is going nowhere. u urself said, u wont want to meet me. yes, its a big issue for me. if ever these two words makes it better, im sorry. it's been too long pretending, there's no use in trying when the pieces dont fit in anymore. i'll never forget the 8mths. xoxo.

2009-05-03T18:58:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA I DIED THIS MORNING AT MADR, SERIOUS SHIT. (:
ive been out the whole day so im pretty tired.
and! korgsss HAVE! to try burger king's spicy tendercrisp, or whtever the name is. sedaaaaaaaap!

i see bright days ahead! GAGAGAGAGAGAGA. (:

2009-05-02T17:59:00.003+08:00

OH YES,
did i tell? i have a smiley now(: WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
hahahahahha, i think i will never ever EVER tindik infront of other people, 'cept lala/fafa.
haha, sumpah. muke jato siooool.
will post a picture soon olritos? im wearing the eyebrow stud, not the smiley one so its not that visible.
but who cares la right, and bby's got one tooooooooo!(:

2009-05-02T15:49:00.003+08:00

shittttt am i tired or whaat. HAHAHAHAH.
babies over at my place, and im tired.
convo with ayatt havent been turning out well.
idk whts gonna happen next. and its getting hard to type with naufal on my lap.
HAHAHAHAHAH, so i shall update soon.
bye nowwwww.

andand, IZZIE&SAB my bbyssssss, korg tau i love you all to death!
tapi kaaaaan sedih la siol, dgr korgs talk abt jay&akif. JEALOUS BODO.
-.-
tpi its good tat korgs happy. (:
kisses!

2009-04-30T18:22:00.002+08:00

im just missing you so badly now.
dont tell me tht last night was the last convo, please.
ive been trying to get tis off my mind but i just cant.
im sry, ilysm.

no more fairytale

2009-04-30T15:27:00.007+08:00

today was not fine .
at all.
i was stoned throughout first period, didnt talk/do much to anyone.
and i spent the whole hour of chemistry with head on my table, listening to lagu and wetting my cheeks. didnt have the mood to do much.
abe i froze during read period cos it was just f cold. hah.
and the rest of the day just passed by.
but i had a good time wit izzie and her shit hypothesis abt wht actually happened. hahaha kekek la siollll. free period dengan dier lagik and snapsnap gmba. but i was too clever i left my camera in sch. -.- hahaha so pichas soon ahkay. so korgs can seeee my damn besar eyebags frm all the crying. haha.
sch ended at 2.05 and since everyone was going to westcoast park ltr, i just went back on my own. and now here i am at home, will probably tido mcm oinkoink later. hahahaha.

mytiang,
so i didnt totally write abt wht happened in here. biar sape yg tau tu tau aje okeh. i wont pretend im fine and all tht aft whtever happened, because clearly im not. i knw, i myself said. if you love that person, you wld want that person to be happy. right? im disappointed of cos. i wont deny that. but i also did something i never shld have. and im sry fr that. there's just so much i can do. thanks fr the 8mths.
andand, "i loved you once, i love you still. cant forget you, never will"
walau hati disakiti, tidak terlintas untuk membenci. ok?

xoxo

2009-04-29T18:01:00.004+08:00

hellohello(:
not much to update really.
just pichas frm monday.
bby, nie baru btol nye mrs remy hotbabe. HAHAHAHAHAHHA, not eh.

abe ini sumpah candid. hahahah eating ruffles dlm clas. masai laaaaa kan! andand, my kening TIDAK cukor okok!(:

dopegirrrrrrrrrrrl(:

told you i didnt have much. (: kisses!

2009-04-25T16:59:00.004+08:00

I'll pick u up when u fall.I'm at your side when u call.
U just gotta know.That I love u baby boy
And just wanna give u the world.

hellohellohello. its saturday and ive not been out. shit happened last
night and honestly i cant seem to giv a fck anymore. pegi a2 pon kene mrh? puki
ah siaaa. mmg aku tk hearankan korg tu psl tk bilang. -.- korg mane nak kesah, tol? nenek picked up the phne when bby called, then i called him bck wit the
crying voice. so havent really talked to him since yesterday. gosh imisshim boleh? urgh. bingit aje laaa dgn these old people at home. alaa fck them la. haha(:

im supposed to get into my books but its so hot i cant really concentrate. i'll try getting things into my head fr the rest of the night. bye now.

2009-04-24T14:18:00.000+08:00

im really missing my one&only like crazy. sumpah.
): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

cukop sedih? hoho. missyou laaaaaa ayatt!

2009-04-24T13:22:00.002+08:00

wht matin has been singing&dancing to the past week in class. hahahaha. im dead bored laaaaaaa. sumpah. ive been on tis comp fr the longest time. now watching tis vid on youtube. (: sab, jan kluaaaaaaaaa! go marriot. tgk movie ke mane2. hahahaha. k will prob update soon enough. bye.

2009-04-23T21:21:00.002+08:00

alaaaaaa siol ah.
its so hot and im feeling so restless and all that.
bby still havent called, maybe cos i tld him i was going to sleep about 15mins ago. but even then he was supposed to call at 8, so im getting tired of waiting.
biler part i tk sch, u keje, still. mcm biase jgk. but wht to do eh?
i dnt knw wht's up fr tmr anymore, seriously.
planplanplan but nnt most things tk jadi.
idk laaaaa im getting irritated very easily tis dyas and im getting irritated by myself. -.- pathetic shit kaaaaaan. grr.

suda la. bye.
and sry.